Saturday, June 4, 2011
For my First Love who left me :'( (Part 2)
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On the day of 12042011 is the day im so happy because im being waiting since im p4 :) (first crush)
everyday we chat, text, otp, outing ourself and FBing together.
soon their exam start and I need to less chat with her...
I dont want her to feel stress in her exam. thats why i started to less chat with her.
soon 1 guy (Shafiq - S) add him at FB. hmm... I trust her in what she do.
hmm... while im concentrate my own thing, I didnt know that she is chating with S.
soon, day by day, she less chat with me... maybe i tot she busily studying or something...
soon, without me notice it, she stead with another guy which on 04052011.
i didnt notice it. :'(
Soon, we go out and have a study date.
we study with Ateeqa and my wife :)
while im studying, My wife keep disturbing me -.- OMFat!~
One day, we have special ten to receive the golden ticket (escape theme park)
that day, I had super fun in my life :)
i didnt know that she is happy too :D
Hmm... After the night, I tot of sending her home, but my wife want me to lepak with them...
Soon, im very bored, i ask some people to go study again.
so we go out and study at woodland.
while study, she found a book. It call is Book Heart and Craft.
Hmm.. this is what she want me to see...;
A mix of arrogance, a touch of ruthlessness, intensely sexual and sensual.
It helps if you can have the hero say a word or phrase in his own language . . . just ensure its correct! Querida
is Spanish for 'darling'. Amante is the Italian equivalent of 'lovers',whie the French mon coeur translates to 'my heart'. The Greek tend to revert to agape mou when they refer to their love or lover.
so this is what she want to show...
she want to tell me something but she tot that i dont understand...
hmm... actually she didnt know that i really love her... :'(
hmm... soon we go out and to waterfront... and saw hmm...
.......... Wont continue from now on~
:/Labels: First Love, Im in love, Im ready to be in love because I love you.
Missing You Badly
Saturday, June 04, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
For my First Love who left me :'( (Part 1)
Hey Reader,
1 Jun is the day where she left me :'(
hmm... wondering who right?
Hmm... The first time i saw her, WNH, she is pretty, short and quiet.
we first meet at singapore flyer outside toilet.
I have first sight love with her. hmm... i tot of getting her no. but na, i was too scared as usual -.-
before i want ask, M, ask for her number -.-
i was like shit -.-
hmm... before i met her, I had another crush :D
hmm... she is super duper cute, SM :D
hmm... at first, i was sitting so on the floor so boredly while waiting for them to finish smoke. -.-
suddenly, the cute girl accidentally throw a chill sauce pack at me.
i was smiling and smile at her. i wasnt move a muscle after she throw.
then in few mins later i say, err... nah, Throw back at her slowly...
i didnt know that she keep smiling at me :)
haha!!
then the next training come, We attend later for the paym.
Everyone was at their position.
while i walking to my position, i tot i saw WNH, so I say Hi!~ and look at the face, OMGosh!~ It was a cute girl im waving at O.O!!
But the good thing is that, she wave back at me :D
soon and later, everytime i saw her, she smile at me. i was like OMGosh, in my life, no one ever smile to me so much :D
When im at home, i try to search her name. OMGosh!~ it so hard to find -.-
suddenly, i saw dee shafiq taking picture with her, i was like jealous :/
on the picture, i saw her name been tag so i add her.
out of sudden, she started to chat with me a fb. i feel so Happy and smiling :) :) :) :) :)
Soon i get her number. WEE!!! but on that day to my pr8 low _|_ WTFat!~
every training, She pm me and say, Hai mamatsmile :) You going later?
aww.... <3 <3
hmm... soon, m, play soccer and injured his hand and send to hospital.
the next day of paym training, WNH have a slight fight with m.
Soon, its the last day of chingay. SM call me and say Im gona miss you seyh after the last event. After the chingay, there is city alive. she want to attend with me but her mother dun allow her. she call me and cry and cry.
while i otp, y, came to chingay watch us. after the chingay, Y hug and kiss with M infront of WNH and I saw that too. Hmm... while i otp with Sharifah Maisarah, i saw WNH eyes watery. i wish i could help her but i was otp. i quickly talk with SM and approach WNH. then i slowly act like we are close friend. hmm... in city alive, i stand beside her and talk about good things.
While i reach home, i chat with her by saying sorry for my friend being .... with you.
Soon its almost valentine's day :D
before valentines day, SM chat with me. suddenly, i was typing and accidentally sleep.
keep was worried about me and ask me why i nvr reply her.
the best part that i was waiting for is she said to me that she like me.
It was the second time i saw and heard that the girl like me :)
On that day, I was Smiling and crying :') because my crush has a crush on me :')
on the next day, i ask out for valentines day.
After school, i walking from yishun ite to yishun mrt. i was hoping that she will be call me. i wait and wait end up its almost 6.45pm. I feel bored so i go straight meet my besties :D
soon, i go out and date with my besties :D
while going out with her, im waitng for her text too.
suddenly she said that she is busy or something. (I cant RMB)
Soon, sal birthday!~ WEE!~
but before that, we lepak with and have a meeting. WNH was in our group too :)
so we plan then lepak. soon going to be 10.00pm, i sent WNH to the nearest MRT.
While walking to mrt, i didnt talk to her or anything all the way to mrt.
The day sal get 18, We plan everyone to go marina barrage and surprised him. haha!!
soon we reach and sing happy birthday song to him. i think he cry :') AWHh...
suddenly, SM call me cause she miss me. hmm... the bad thing to ask if you want her is not saying "mai, im sorry that i just need time to think".
Im so stupid to say that to her.
Suddenly i was bored, i ask WNH to follow me walk walk at water (dun know what thing la) so me and her play with water and sit down and chit chat.
While siting there, i say that hmm... Im apologizes for my friend again.
she say ya, its okay :) so who you call with?
Me : Ouh its her, SM.
She : ouh... So you like her?
Me : hmm... yes, but i wasnt ready yet :/
She : oouh, Chillax!~
Then we talk was our secrete, and ex. For me is ex Crush :)
after we go marina barrage, we go sheesha!~ and ton there
while almost reaching there, SM call me again. I talk to her.
Suddenly, i say to her that i wasnt ready for you. :/
and i say that what happen If i like WNH?
Hmm... actually I just know that i break her heart out. Hmm... Im sorry Mai~ :'(
Continue the story....
While they sheesha, i talk to WNH, Want to go out? i feel headache uh~
Then she follow me walk2. i feel hungry :/ i go 7 eleven and buy maggie cup. but then, i just rmb that i left my wallet at sheesha room. so i run to sheesha room and grab my wallet.
after buy the maggie cup, i share with her. know she is hungry.
so i let her to eat first then me.
after sheesha, we go to 1 building where at the top of the building have playground.
we lepak there till morning. before i sleep, i ask WNH want to walk2 before sleep?
she say okay. so she follow me to find the nearest toilet. (that part i cannot tahan to pee... OMFat!~)
When i come back, the place has been full -.-
i ask her is it cool? she say ya. so me and her walk around sit behind the wall where there's no wind blowing. then we chat and chat then sleep without notice it.
The next day we wake up, we pack up and go home. in the train, me and M send her home to ......
soon, day by day we chat and chat through fb.
and day by day SM didnt chat with me... :'(
Few days later, paym havin chingay appreciation night, i try my best to attend but my name been book up for scout. soon SM text me want to go?
I tell her i will text you if im going. :/ but end up, i forgot to text her :'/ Its my fault :'(
hmm... lastly i manage to attend that event. i tot SM attend that event but lastly she's not her.
so i go with WNH
hmm... after the event, we manage catch the last train. but i didnt manage to send her home :/
soon, no more chingay event and blah blah blah
i ask WNH to go out. she say okay sure :)
so we go library and study. she intro her friend to me. :)
The next outing we go, i wanna explore at sembawang park. she follow me and teach me how to go :) im so happy :)
Hmm.. the next outing is woodlands waterfront. :)
that is the place where i know where she gonna go when she is bored or sad.
hhmm... soon, on the day of 12 04 2011. she is having her nafpa. i ask her if she wanna go out or not? and she say okay sure.
i was smiling all the way.
my plan is to go marina barrage again, but the rain distract us from going there. so change of plan, we go vivo :)
so we take train and lala to vivo :)
then we go to skypark and sit and lepak again :)
on that spot, i tell her that
hmm... WNH, actually I Like You. err... I mean, I more Like You ERR... ARH!~ Nvr mind -.-
Then we look at th time and its 10.00pm. so i sent her back again.
while walking to mrt, his brother call me and ask, is WNH with you?
then i look at her and say, eh? your bro call me arh~
then she talk to her bro.
While walking i saw her eyes with tears. i wanna help her but i scared of touching girls~
Hmm... soon at the train, i slow talk to her and ask her to smile but she give a fake smile. :/
Suddenly i say that err... do you want a hug?
She say : as if you want? With sad sound and tears at her eyed
me : *shake head*
Suddenly say hug me so tightly. I was like, OMGosh!~ my First hug With a Girl O.O!!!~
hmm... then she put her head at the glass facing down and i follow her.
she tell me, why you so quiet?
me : ouh my first time hug a girl... (with frighten sound)
hmm...soon i tell her that, hmm.. WNH, actually
I Less Than Three You.
She keep quiet and i put my head at her head.
hmm... i tot on that day, i want to hold her hand but end up i really to scared... :/
soon going to reach, i ask for the last hugs and she give me a same hug like just now. :)
before she go out. she say to me that actually, I Less Than Three you :)
hmm... on that day is my First Love Happens :D
To be continue......
:'(Labels: First Love, Im in love, Im ready to be in love because I love you.
Missing You Badly
Friday, June 03, 2011
In work
~ Craving ~ 
