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Monday, January 31, 2011

Love and Friendship with heartbroken

Hey reader,
I'm just gonna blog for awhile..
These days I feel heart broken. Want to know why?
I feel like I'm losing my friends...
It's hard to say that they like me.
I have met this guy. He is as same age as me.
We use to call ourself brother.
But now, he keep scolding me for nothing.
1 part I try to hug him(we are not gay), he try to denied it.
I was like :'(
Hmm... Nvm I think he need time.
Another 1, I know her from fb. It's was my mom birthday and her birthday too.
So I wish happy birthday to her.
Suddenly we start to chat.
One day she ask me to eat breakfast with her.
I feel like omg!! I nvm had breakfast with someone I nvr meet before!!
I keep thinking should I go or not?
After think for an hour, I accept to go breakfast with her.
Soon the time came, I meet her at ••••
omg she is different then I imagine O.O
On that day i saw her my mind was blank and didnt know what to talk about.
After the breakfast with her, I tell her that are we gonna meet again?
And she say if I'm free...
Soon we text2 and get to meet again.
I ask her want to lepak? She say I want to study.
In my heart say hmm... She is very guai...
she if you want to lepak, can but you must company me to study.
And I say okay. So happy to meet her.
Soon we meet up at •••• again and we go to library.
At library, my plan is not to study. I usually go library to use Internet and don't study.
But at that point I really started to study really hard. Don't know why?
Soon I started to study with not no reason.
After study, I plan to go out and she need to go •••
and that is the last time i met her.
Hmm... Before she quite herself, I ask her something.
That is the last time I chat with her. Hmm... The true is I like her more then other girls I meet.
Because with her, I learn more thing that I never heard before.
Hmm... Every 11.11am/pm I keep wishing. I know you want to know what I wish for.
Actually I'm wishing to get a true love like you because no one taugh me of how life must be.
Omg I'm really stupid to quite myself too. Darn me!!
Hmm... This is what I mean I have heartbroken friends.
Hmm... I wish that all my friends that I know will love me like how we use to be.
lasty a quote from her;
Don't expect someone to change you.
They are not you.
Try to change yourself cause if you really want to change it,
Means you love yourself dearly. :) E. Nazurah

Thanks for reading it. Hope your life not like my life. Smile to rmb you guys and girls :)
Mamat Smile.

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